I'm here...sorry i'm late...this time , is the sorry enough for you?why do you feel you have to dominate me?to train me as your puppet?don't you love me the way i am? The thoughts in my head wont let me sleep at night...the doubts...the things you say i question at all times...

           How have i lost faith so quickly?My love, the trust is gone...anyways; thanks for the beating, the kisses, the tears that made me feel alive. i didn't fall for the trick, but i did fall in love with you...

            Why? was this the only way i could be yours forever?i'm not dead yet...but i do feel the warmth of your poison pushing against my soul trying to take over... 

               what has caused this cold-blooded attack?the pain isn't enough for you...my tears, my screaming isn't enough yet... Oh i wont have any more mercy on you...Why did you toss me aside?was my blood not good enough for you? I never really gave up on you...nor did i let the temptation get the best of me. i never thought our love would end...

                I'm done with this...I've dealt with this too long now. i do love you, but i can't take this anymore...

             Don't come back for me. I don't exactly know how i'll remember the time we had together ....but i do know that i've saved myself from you...from misery..If this poison doesn't kill me tonight i'll kill myself afterwards...

              I'm sorry love...now that my life is on the line...you love me more don't you? now you'd rather die than to lose me...oh beautiful irony...